Hello and Welcome to the UNFILTERED podcast on all topics of Life, Love, Awakening, and Spirituality!
If you find yourself on a journey, seeking answers to larger questions, or simply find yourself in a confused state of being, this podcast might be right for you.
We started this podcast while being on our own journey of self discovery, awakening, and possibly just simple growth into adult maturity, with the hope that it can act as a catalyst both for ourselves in our progress and also for our listeners to start seeing the commonality between our lives, the journey of self, and awakening as a journey to self love, happiness, and simple knowing.
We take on various topics, including relationships, parenting, spirituality, religion, soul self, trauma, depression, sadness, happiness, and love, all in line with our journey of progression, actualizing, and knowing. With all discussions in mind, our goal is to always frame the podcast to offer more insight into self overcoming obstacles, finding center, grounding, and allowing our true nature to grow and expand.
We hope hearing our own amazing struggles, confusions, revelations, and discoveries of self will help you gain a personal perspective on your own being, open your mind to larger strokes of the universe, and see your life as an amazing canvas of love.
Thank you for being here, taking part in our journey, and being on yours!
Always with Love, Tanya & Elliott

Latest Episode
Episode 125: Desire for Good
February 9, 2026
Hello and Welcome to episode 125 of the UNFILTERED Life and Awakening podcast.
In this episode we take on the topic of trauma in relation to the ideas of cleanliness, badness, and disgust as it relates to trauma onset from understanding of childhood experiences.
We introduce the topic, discussing how the idea and processing into opening came about from our dream and how it extends into our life on a deeper subconscious level.
We discuss what sets on the ideas of dirtiness, badness, and desire to be good, and how our nervous system reacts when those triggers get hit. We try to understand the topic from the levels of inception all the way to the opening of it into integration into our adulthood.
We then transition into open discussion of how this is reinforced through our system and how the curriculum of this exploration continues thought our life as long as we choose to experience the repeat of these stories.
As always, hope you enjoy listening and find your own truth in the making.
With love and healing, Tanya & Elliott
Links from the Episode:
- The four agreements - https://amzn.to/3zhbR7a
